songs always on repeat

So first post...
I just needed some sort of record of my socalled "change your life around phase"

Let's just see how long that lasts.

• I dont perticularely enjoy my new barely employed state.
• Somehow I keep pushing back showing the information for stylist school to my dad even though he is FULLY aware (and borderline supportive) i want to apply and he has to pay.

I'm just a pussy like that.

My mind is pretty torn about New York City. But I'm certainly not there yet.

I will however partly be there with some friends may 31st-june4rth. hurray!